In My Heart of Hearts
They do that same dance as they see her, as they take their well planned questions onto the carpet
But she’s not talking and then he doesn’t see the point and we’ll remind him of the consequences of yesterday’s conquest
And there’s so much sex now, so little order
As I looked I could see they’ve got to
Hiding from others or facing a lover, or some other term here that feels more familiar
It was nothing, I can see clear and I in my heart of hearts I know that’s not me
You, you should see them smiling for her
I was outside when I kept asking “What the hell is going on?”
I felt some progress when I was younger, but it doesn’t seem to stick now
I’m just watching and I am holding and my mind just keeps on wondering
I don’t see answers, I see questions and my problem starts when walking in the door
Looking round here they’re eyeing each other
I’m not judgmental, they’re really good people
And quietly they’ll start leaving and in my heart of hearts I know I should be
Hiding from others or facing past lovers, or some other term here that feels more familiar
It was nothing, I can see clearly and I in my heart of hearts I know that’s not me
